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and the dark angel gave the white angel a feather from his wing, the only thing to destroy him, could she use it............

Wednesday 22 June 2011


 Purgatory meaning:  Any place or state of temporary suffering or oblivion.

Ever get days when your just not yourself ? Well we all have them in life, only mine are becoming more and more frequent. As this journey of ours has no end in sight, thought by now the daunting experience of court would be just a memory. I for the love of god wonder how we get anyone sentenced in our country. We live our lives in purgatory, stuck from moving forwards or backwards.

Time has no meaning here and instead of feeling free we feel restrained. I really don't know how I never saw this world before, such a cruel and unjust place. I am appalled by the way society treats each other, what I once regarded as capable is all too incapable.

I look around this very sad world today and all I see is failure, enhanced by a bunch of over indulgent political idiots bumbling and fumbling their way into power. With no real life experience they turn their target onto the most vulnerable in society who seem to always be paying for man kinds debt.  

For our part, we recognize that even in this life some punishments are purgatorial--not, indeed, to those whose life is none the better, but rather the worse for them, but to those who are constrained by them to amend their life. Saint Augustine City of God


  1. Some heartfelt and interesting comments.
    You are on a difficult path.
    The flipside is that many fight against this injustice, and feel as you do.
    willing to support and stand by the vulnerable.
    I hope that I am considered one of them!
    Keep going, things do change.

  2. I am so sorry you feel you are living in Purgatory. Sometimes are journeys are very long, painful and tedious. But, as I have re-experience my past, grieve and continue to try to heal, I am firm in the belief that I would not go back to 1989 when I started this journey of healing. I have become a different person; a more compassionate, caring person. This is what pain can do for you if you let it. I know there is nothing fun about it. It hurts like Hades...but it will elevate you and your soul to a much higher level. Know that I am thinking of you and see you as a wonderful mother. Take care.

  3. Oh mercy. I remember the feeling of Purgatory while waiting to have to testify against our perpetrator in court. I think we waited a year.

    I am so sorry you are having to go through this.

    Big Hugs


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